I'm Russian and love the outdoors.
im always looking for an adventure and new things
Snapchat name : loveatlast
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
i’m so fucking tired of feeling so empty. i cant even cry anymore. i have no release. these feelings are trapped inside of me, and no matter how bad i want them out, they’re stuck inside. with me.
Hardest thing in life is finding that one person you cannot live without, and then having to live without them.
It’s so fucking exhausting fighting your brain every day dude
“you’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.”
— 𝘜𝘯𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘈𝘶𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘳.
i wish people would normalize being lost in life and just not knowing anything. not knowing what you’re passionate about, where you want to live, what you want to do, where you want to go— or what lies next. as a society, we normalized going to school, finding a passion, getting a job, finding a partner, getting married, having kids, working hard to earn an honest living. but what about when shit just doesn’t go that way? you really just don’t know. and what’s even worse is, you don’t know why you don’t know or even where to start so you feel alone. you feel as though you’re a disappointment to your family. as if you failed in life. but you haven’t, it’s okay, to not know. to be lost. you have your whole life ahead of you to figure things out. patience is a virtue. there is no time limit on life. you don’t need to rush. don’t allow society to fixate the narrative of having all your shit together at a certain age. it isn’t realistic for most. being lost is so much more normal than we think. and i just wish people would be more transparent about it.
keep going !
Halloween is coming
These kitties are so adorable ♡
this chapter of my life is called:
knowing my worth and acting accordingly.